This cold night air
Brings it out of me
An overwhelming feeling
Of leaving this year
Behind me in a sea
Of change and reincarnation
Besides the high
And forgetting the night
There are winds blowing
Towards my moments
Of doubt and anticipation
He became an answer
To my silence in dark breezes
The kisses sent me upward
Across the city skylines again
In the effort of wasting time
Do not take the end as a
Final breath, but a deep one
Into a new horizon, looking
Bright-eyed and fearful of
The unknown troubles, and
All the same conversation
The cold breeze sneaks upon
Your nose, to greet the silence
On the extinct memories, gone
There was no way to find
Lost minds, in a heavy envy
Overtakes the blood, beating
all the truth out for any
The syrupy-sweet voice
Of a charmer looking through
All of it in a tender face
Nothing getting in the way
Of a night full of stars
breaking through whispers
Floating through the dark
The summer bends and moves
In a sort of aerodynamic way
It grabbed our minds
And took them for a ride
Gripping the heatwave, and
The strange days
Alcoholism and murders
Laughing and singing
I have become two summers in one
A blank page in a busy book
Bury my face into pillows
So deep that I roll around
But I cannot sleep
Driving down into the streets
Looking for friends that won’t
Mind my company in the
Far corners of my fear
Staying up all night until the
Sun comes up, greeting me
In an antebellum home
I watched over while you
Rested your rich heads
I heard the sounds of truth
I heard the sounds of you
I forget the feeling of touch
I forget the feeling of you
It all seems to simmer down
Like a pot of boiling water
Being stirred for the last time
I am done with this season
I am done with these cautious
Eyes, looking into the corners
Trying to find you every step of
The way I came into this summer
I have no idea what happened
Except the acceleration of
Mindfulness meditation
And one big anticipation
